Life?!#@*&^%$@%^&!

I really don't understand why I am here. I think all I do is waist other people's time, and in the case of my parents, their money. I do nothing worthwhile. I feel like I am waisting my parents money on college, just like I have waisted it on toys in my younger days. I don't know what I want to do with my life. I can't seem to find any girls that would ever be interested in me. It just fucking blows ass!!!